A friend is a person that is supposed to outlast the good, bad, ugly, and evil.  But, when you are down and out, but you are missing your friend that was supposed to be there...what are you supposed to say or do.  When the person that you called a friend seems to be doing everything that you tried to get them not to do, or let them know was going to be a bad idea, then what do you say.  When the things come back to bite them in the ass, are you to treat them like some random stranger on the street?  Laugh and tell them how stupid they are?  Or, do the just thing and be there for them, even when they aren't there for you?  I've tried all of them and yet to see any kind of result that would remotely fix this situation.  Maybe the thing I should do is the good ol' christian thing and pray for them.  Maybe some divine intervention will help this difficult moment pass, or settle.  But now what do I ask the all mighty?  Am I to be nice about it and just ask for them to gain the strength and wisdom to do the right things.  Or do I ask for the knowledge and patience to accept what I can't change and make an effort to avoid having to deal with it head on myself...I don't know.  But what I do know is that I tired of the wait.

L.A.M.B.
 

Hey,
This week has been pretty intersting.  I spent most my time with my big brother in Kappa Kappa Psi, Bryan, and my new Twin/L.Bro., Scott!  He is extremely like me that it's scary, because it's like having a white version of myself sitting in the seat next to me.  Well, we got bored and decided to go to Gatlinburg, TN, and it was so funny, because I drove the entire way, and we made fun of Andrea the entire time basically.  Then when we got back we found a random Traffic Cone sitting on top of a car in the Norton parking lot, so being smart students we decided to take it home and turn it into the stand for our 2-story beer bong that we also made this eeekend too!, as I said it was an extremely interesting semester.
I just got back from Winston-Salem, NC, where I was attending a MENC (Music Educator's Nation Conference) Convention at a nice hotel.  I didn't have very much to do and I ran out of money basically as fast as I got it.  We at ate some expensive resturants which helped expediate that situation...alot!
I didn't really have anyone to talk to, everyone had their own predetermined plans, and I really wasn't included in them so I basically chilled in the room and lobby.  I found it pretty much pointless to go to be honest with you.  Because everyone one was either drunk or stuck in their cliques...soudns like all were back in thier college days!?!?  Not trying to sound like a downer, but I don't have time to try to be all nice and buddy buddy with everyone this semester.  
That's about all of the major points, Check ya later,
Shalondo

I am just getting my feet wet right now, because I just want to get the feel of how things go.  I suspect that this will become one of my best ways to let the world know how I feel.  Expect more later.  But for now I'll just give everyone a small sample. 

For the last couple of weeks I have been dealing with some personal issues that have made me feel very much alone.  I am constantly surrounded by people, but I still feel as if I don't have anyone to talk to.  That is why I decided to open this account and go ahead with it.  My family, friends and roommate don't know half the things that are going on with me right now.  Ranging from school, relationships, friendships, and health.

For now that's all that I want to write, I will do more later.  Catch you guys on the flip side.

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